Monday, June 22, 2009

The Power Of Your Love

22nd June 2009

Going take this time to really blog.

Many things have changed.
Everyday of my life.
I feel closer and closer to God.


Faith..
so what exactly is faith
Lets look at what has happen this entire week
D.E.O camp
Service with Dom
Service with Pst Troy
Combined Service With Pst Troy.

Team 12 was just awesome
haha met ppl i really dunno
they were all from E5
but they all had team spirit
quite new but still growing!
yeah.
sometimes when i was with them
some of them were really out of place
but we just went to talk to them and spent time with them
awesome ppl serving in the House of God
New PPl are just amazing
The next generation of leaders!

Dom service was super awesome
P.O.G was so strong
it really impacted me when Dom Prayed for me
and his sermon
its about Give. and Power.
this is a season of power for me
Really rising up to take my place.

Service With Pst Troy
it is all about faith when u are praying
especially prophesying
Faith comes from the it
When Pst Vince prayed for me
Visions just kept coming in.

Thinking about it...
in the past i was faithless.
so low self-esteemed
When i first came to church
who knew that i did walk around alone
lonely emoing..
haha
But then i was still hungry
especially when Jamie is around
I really loved her
For she showed me what was love
Changed my life from the inside out

What was faith about
well It was because of that Love i received
when i heard about expressing my love to God
through tithe.
well i did as i hear
out of the abundance of my heart
and the very love i received
I gave my all to God
with all the faith in my heart
not just 10% but like 20% and more
Its really faith
and to think i never stop giving
ever since i first came to church
the first month and i was already giving
I'm not proud or anything
but its really about faith
Faithfully giving
Look How much i have grown
how much i changed.

More than just faith in God which is important
we need faith in ourselves and our leaders
After service with Pst Troy
things just happened
it was scary at first
But in my heart
i was i cannot let this happen
I stepped in and prayed
and commanded
but after that thoughts keep coming to my mind
it tested the faith i had on my leaders
i was starting to think badly and of wrong
then i was confused
and after service on sat
i was just emoing in the kopitiam
my heart was really broken
for such to happen
my soul was really crying out to God

Hence i really lifted my everything to God at that Place
I took the guitar and started playing
praying and worshipping
My heart cried out to him
as i sang in my heart, the song- sanctuary
my spirit was really stiring up
i could feel the presence of God
so strong at that moment
and then God really just changed my heart
God really took it and just remade it with his Love
after that i went up to church after most of the ppl went
i went up with Debo, Joy, Samw, Celestine
yea
At the moment
my heart was still with God
Did not want to leave that place
When i was in church
i talked to Dilan and Vik called me
Had a half an hour talk
I really have faith that God is just going to move
in His Life
Turn Vik stronger than ever
After that i was just sharing with Colin.
I was just selfish
always thinking of myself
But Colin Really opened up my mind
Thats why now i believe God is
just going to expand my mind of thinking
I'm going to be wiser.

But after all of these
The very thing was really to have faith in God
He loves you more than you know it
I used to think, in fact sometimes i still do
I always felt love less like no one loved me
I always said to God
God dont You love me
why is everyone growing but not me
den i would cry
But You know what
in the end who is there whenever you are broken
who is the one who really loved you
Gave his life for u
that Was God
He was so great and powerful
God is Love
I really love God
hence if u want things to move in your life
You need to have Faith In God
Do not underestimate the power of God's Love
its far more powerful than u think

Open up to ur leaders
and really hunger for them
always be willing to change

Proverbs 12:1
Whoever loves instruction loves knowledge
But he who hates correction is stupid

Love God Love Ppl. Faith
The future is amazing...... with God in my life
Love.
Power Of Your Love-hear it.

♥One sky-One Destiny♥
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